i haven't talked in a while. i think its somewhat like that awkward silence in a conversation when your significant other interlocutor just lays down some heavy, heavy significant life changing comment that you dont know how quite to respond to appropriately, almost as if you want to answer the earth shaking comment that just hurled out of their mouth and hit everyone with an acme anvil, with another anvil so everyone is doubly dazed and amazed. but its not even that. its like i am at the uneasy exhale that comes immediately after, still groping for understanding, for even words to say something or anything, comforting, insightful...intelligible? its in certain situations micro and macrocosmically that a simple action will do. that of course is predicated by the setting straight of the head. tonight is a good night for farmer chords. if only, if only my throat was not as sore as the economy. only these days can someone get away with something like that.