i have stopped posing existential questions. i fear it traces back to some terribly cliche coming to senses that i have come to grips with my own mortality. so swallow me in evil. because it is all connotative based in some religious or secular convictions of morals whether based on the natural law approach or a more individualized modernism. what we are headed toward. where we all go. take your teleological truths, relativist visions of what happens at the end of you and me. then when something slows progress deem it immoral and so, evil. is belief from fear? is it because you are a avid planner making plans for the best outcomes in an unpredictable game? it is because you fear knowing nothing at all?