oh so folly sand the choir i rought heaven inton hell with God raging inside me wearing the devil's pelt its the fate of our future i do battle with for the light, i could wake in the ocean i could break with the light, oh so safe oh so treason i aint got no other reason oh its ok oh the y are laughing on so on and on and on and on and on and on aon and wait till the waves come back up and pull lout out in the night and wait till the tides swallow you up what you left there in the light and breakingdown every item ever smile every sound i saw that i was nothing so im glad that you found me living up to the highest of lows in the ruins i like feeling sought for i dislike being used and so take me now form the bottom on up to a place wherei grew up and take me now from the bottom on up to a plce where i once grew up ad ill stop dreaming of the smile tha changed my heart my mind my everyday ill stop screaming out into this nothingness again for a simple chacne of hyperbole oh wait, wait wait wait wait im wasting my time oh wait wait wait i dont know who is really starting to write behind this all im bones and skin hate and sin and love and life and so ill try to begin again oh hey hey hey im feeling pretty bland im feeling pretty empty now im feeling pretty jaded im feeling like i need to scream and shout and cuss and do everything thats bad for me because it makes things seem so better back then again and i need to remember it, i need to remember it, oh so bury it all in fate and cross out the indeciencies as lessons of age and cross out my indecniences as lessons of age im growing older every day and so is that what losing faith losing everything you thought matters because somehow it does and then you betray yourself thats what gives you hell not that you wronged or neither you are right but because of treason youre up all night thinking and scheming how to let go just let it go let it go let it go.

im sorry its so poor of whatever you call literature, sometimes whatever comes to mind means more. or rather the statement of the general disorder and unelequoent delivery is a statement initself of what is going on below. i want to see everything as it is as it was. music will follow