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I got a head churning poison and heart that won't wake, my knees should be brusied cause today my heads on straight, but I can't feel it at all, you don’t feel nothing till the fall, it gets you scared really fucking scared makes you believe in anything screaming there aint no dreams between you and me, just this fist pumping blood and ink, surging streams, tightrope scenes and shallow breathing but I am alive I am human for a while when I cry. And when I smile I'm not real just plastered clay and paper made into to what they want to see, a statue who is everything I'm supposed to be, but I can't feel it all, you don’t feel nothing till the fall it gets you scared really fucking scared makes you believe in anything screaming there aint no dreams between you and me, just the fist pumping blood and ink, surging streams, tightrope scenes and shallow breathing but I am alive I am human for a while when I cry. When I'm not alright.