brilliance brought me from the fallout of a small life spent in the basement on the circle--forgetting what was human. she waited in line. and still there is so much dark in the light today. the paradox of the flame. casting long shadows. watch mine grow in the dusk light. hearing the ghost say, too selfish to really live, thats about right kid, let me down easy, cause i'm bad news. so keep me close. stay away a while, amnesia treat me well. i just want to stay that way. floating in a black balloon. or in between bars. cause it took a long time to stand, it took an hour to fall. and now i havent wanted to laugh hard in a long time. "better stop now before i start crying". made a fool for staying loyal to some girl who liked playing games, sticking pins in this miniature man who couldn't feel it all. still i cant say see you later, if i see you at all.



dont go down.